It Becomes

by Hurling Pixels

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I don't know what to feel
Can't find my inner child
Don't know what
Anything means anymore
But I just know that I just
Need to feel as though there is a
Place out there that I can call my home

But when I go there
I feel my heart is split apart
Please forgive me
It becomes so hard to feel

I will not think about it
Not running circles anymore
But I am naive and green and
A little bit obscene and
I just don't know anymore

I don't know what is real
I might be blind but still
Feel there's a demon lurking at my door
And I just know that I just
Need to feel as though
There is somebody else out there
Who feels alone

But when I see you
I feel the world is torn in half
Don't forsake me
It becomes so hard to heal

I will not swim inside it
Not climbing mountains anymore
But I am eager and beaten and
Oh so gullible
I just don't care anymore

I don't know how to heal
I try but I can't fill
The chasm deep inside my chest
If only I could know that
If I give myself to this world
That love would come to
Take care of the rest

But when I fall down
I feel my vision going dark
Don't betray me
Is there any more to this

I will not share my thoughts
Only to lose my sense of time
But you are starved and weary and
A bit demented and
You're still unsatisfied

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released April 18, 2024

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